trio of sleepless nights

She is a girl with a love of the world. She loves the vastness and vulnerability of the ocean. She loves the crisp, cold air of the snowy mountains. She is quiet but loud when she wants to be. She has an endless vision of the potential of those around her. She loves her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and knows that without him she is a lost soul. She is eternally grateful for her best friends who talk to her like she means something to the world. She is a lover of clothes and cool shoes. She is unthinkably happy when she wants to be. She cries when she hurts or when she loves. She sings louder than broadway in the shower and everywhere else for that matter. She is deeply in love with her hometown. She wishes she could travel the world and eat sour patch watermelons for a summer. She is incredibly determined and driven in her athletics. She wants to love and be loved on a grand scale. She wants to make more friends and have the life she has only ever dreamed of. One of constant adventure. She crushes on boys 95% of the time. She loves rock, indie, alternative, and has a soft spot for rap. She lives for her Weezer and Ramones tapes. She walked to school to Childish Gambino for almost a year. She loved her 2nd semester roommates. She loves potatoes & tacos. She loves people who care. People who are compassionate and genuine and think about others. She wants a family. She believes motherhood is the most prestigious calling. She wants to own a shop and supply it with clothes, art, and literature that inspire her. She wants to publish a book about the world from her eyes. She is interested in the human experience and the stream of consciousness of modern literature. Her favorite book is The Catcher in the Rye. She loved The Great Gatsby before that. She loves heights and the rush of adrenaline. She loves dancing almost as much as she loves sleeping. She used to go to stake dances with her favorite little brother and dance until she was drenched in sweat. Just cause it was fun. She loves to have fun and to be free. She doesn't care much what others think of her. She just wants to live a good life. A life of passion. She wrote this to tell of the many things she is and to justify to herself that maybe she is good enough.