jen: HELLO 2015

My life has been so blessed this year. I met beautiful people who will be with me forever and ever. I met the love of my life. I met my best friend. I met hundreds of people at school, track, concerts, parties, adventures, and more. I love where I am right now.

My boy is on a mission but my love has done nothing but grow. GUYS. He is my boy. Simple as that. He led me to a beautiful group of people and many of whom have changed my life forever. I am so blessed to have him. He is caring, charismatic, compassionate, loyal, loving, kind, and amazing. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS BOY. You can't. You just have to meet and love him. Like I did. I immediately fell in love. I knew the first time we hung out I would be with him for a long long time. No questions asked. No hesitation. No bad feelings. No uncertainty. Just calm and confident love.

My best friend talks to me everyday and sends me funny gifs when I'm dealing with dumb people. She drives me places in her subie and we have so much fun together. She understands me and I understand her. That sounds so simple, but if you can find someone with those qualities it is beautiful. And so so happy. That's what she makes me. She makes me happy, excited, confident, calm, inspired, and honored. Honored to be her friend and to be someone she can turn to in her time of need.

My track team and coach bless me every day of the week. I am so happy to be able to workout with such talented people and be taught by the best. I learn so much and am glad I am able to have somewhere to measure my success. Whether or not it is just a sport, it is something that I can work for and achieve. I test myself day in and day out and push myself to new extremes. Do you know how rewarding that is? It helps me to gain confidence in myself and my abilities. I am able to prove to everyone around me that I am not a small and weak girl. I am a Division 1 athlete who works as hard as she possibly can to better herself.

My school has been so good. It has been dang hard. BYU is competitive beyond belief and really caught me off guard. It stunned me that after being such a hard worker in high school and being successful that I could fail. I got a 2.91. Unreal to me. Unreal to my family. Unreal. But that is a thing of the past. New Jen will work harder and will succeed. I know that no matter what I work for and am confident in I can do. I know that for sure.

2015 WILL BE A YEAR OF LOVE.

IT WILL BE A YEAR OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS.

IT WILL BE A YEAR OF GROWTH.

IT WILL BE A YEAR OF CHANGE.

IT WILL BE A YEAR OF SORROW, BUT INDESCRIBABLE HAPPINESS.

IT WILL BE A YEAR OF ADVENTURE.

BUT MOST OF ALL, IT WILL BE THE BEST YEAR YET.

i love you kobi

i love you elizabeth & tim

i love you mom

i love you dad

i love you brandon